Still feeling the loss of Victoria

I still feel so sad about losing Victoria. I think of her every day. You know how on TV or in movies they show someone remembering someone, in flashbacks. It is just like that, I get flashes of her all day. The first time they put her in my arms and she looked up at me, the first time we heard her laughing, her first kiss, how she ran to us when she saw us on our last trip, her excitement over trying on new cloths, the way she loved looking at herself on video. Oh and how she loved to eat. She was so adorable. It all runs in my head just like on TV. I never really thought it was like that, but it is. I worry so about her. I hope that she is loved.